ratseyes (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} ratseyes) wrote,@ 2008-11-26 09:24:00 |
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I completed the Short Yang Form in Tai Chi a week ago. My sensei gave me flowers in celebration. It took 9 months or so. I have a foundation for a lifetime practice, I feel alive.
"Is life not love, and love not life?"
Going out and getting what you want and going out and getting who you want is not the same thing. A lesson I've learned too well. I'm not letting anyone get a good idea of the genuine aspect of myself, everyone is just seeing the part of me that is horribly lonely and is trying to change that. I'm just going to hang around, be myself, hopefully something will come about. I'd like it if I wasn't the only one keeping contact with everyone I try to pursue, afterall, isn't that what killed just about all of my relationships?
Class is resuming again, ciao.
